I can’t wait to get away from all this bullshit. i am done with all this. im sick of living my life around you and it never being enough. i am sick of having 0 free time, but spending any i do have with u or worrying about how mad/upset you are that im not spending time with you. you are out of your mind lately and i am sick of being blamed for it. i am sick of spending night after night upset and trying to be a better friend but never being able to win. i have been trying and it is never enough (and u know that this week is the worst week to even be looking at). a good friend would never act this way towards a friend. a good friend would understand. a good friend would never make someone she calls her best friend this upset on purpose and feel this bad. so done.